Going back to work after maternity leave is a weird one. I was fine about it until the last minute & then had a rush of doubts. I have one super resilient & joyful little dude but I worried what would he do if he needed me & I wasn’t there? It was all totally cool & he loves his days when I’m at work. It’s nice to have the balance. But nothing beats that smile, that face & legs that can’t move fast enough to give you a squeeze at the end of a working day.